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screamsbeneath

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she/they Love and compassion are acts of resistance. Forever in recovery; learning to be a better human.

I enjoy absorbing words into my brain with my ears and eyes, sometimes revisiting a book through a different sense to relish the experience anew.

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System Collapse (Hardcover, 2023, Tordotcom) 4 stars

Am I making it worse? I think I'm making it worse.

Following the events in …

A wonderful addition to the series that makes me love Murderbot even more, which I didn’t think was possible.

I don’t think one needs to re-read Network Effect to be able to enjoy this, as the redacted parts in the first parts of the book only lightly refer to the previous, but mostly consist of things happening within the timeframe of System Collapse. Now if it’s been years and you don’t remember why Murderbot had a bad time planetside, then sure, re-read it. The redacted parts, while maybe a little disorientating, are showing the effects of trauma in a way that’s true to my own experiences, which added a richness to the story that just telling me Murderbot’s traumatized couldn’t.

I saw some comments about this feeling like the missing half of Network Effect. I wholly disagree. It’s in the same system and planet, but the situation is entirely different …

finished reading White Cat, Black Dog by Kelly Link

White Cat, Black Dog (Hardcover, 2023, Random House) 4 stars

Finding seeds of inspiration in the Brothers Grimm, seventeenth-century French lore, and Scottish ballads, Kelly …

Read this faster than I'd prefer, but the oppressive nature of library due dates insisted lest I have to return it and wait again. It has nothing to do with the compulsive need to reserve every book I want to read exactly when the thought enters my mind.

Anyway, Kelly Link is a magician, amongst other things. Her prose feels like I've been enveloped in a thick mist as my consciousness pulls ever so slightly away from my body and I slump over from the weight of ordinary existence while a bird song seeps into my ears like honey from a comb. I'll always recommend one of her books and it will inevitably end up on my shelf of personal favorites.

Feed Them Silence (2023, Doherty Associates, LLC, Tom) 5 stars

What does it mean to "be-in-kind" with a nonhuman animal? Or in Dr. Sean Kell-Luddon’s …

Review of Feed Them Silence

5 stars

I've been looking forward to reading this since the authors essay on the subject matter was released on tor.com (I highly reccomend the essay). This is absolutely a book that will stay with me for a long time and one that is worth a slow burn, or if you're like me and can't put it down, then a re-read. It was devastatingly beautiful, brutally human.

The most fascinating and compelling aspect of the book for me was the interplay between the relationships: to the multitudes of inner selves and their relation and manifestation to other selves l, and to the feedback loop that exists with all social interaction. This is a story about how we relate to others (no matter their embodiment), and how those relations are influenced by our own perspective and habituated behaviors. It's also about so many other things that are best discovered first hand.

The sheer …

Piranesi (2020, Bloomsbury Publishing) 5 stars

From the New York Times bestselling author of Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell, an …

Unfolding into the (Un)known

5 stars

I didn't know what to expect coming into this and I firmly recommend trying to go in with as little knowledge as you possibly can. The unfolding that occurs throughout the narrative was the payoff, the end just another event along a wave of experience.

A library book that has inevitably made it to my own collection, amongst the shelf of favorites that are destined to be reread over and over again.

The City of Brass (Paperback, 2018, Harper Voyager) 4 stars

Nahri has never believed in magic. Certainly, she has power; on the streets of 18th …

Review of the Whole Series

5 stars

Having finished the series, I felt I was time to add a review. On the occasion I find myself interested in someone's take on an entire series before I commit, I'm often disappointed to not find a condensed review, so I though I'd try and provide that in the hope it helps someone.

I came to the series wanting more from the author, having finished The Adventures of Amina al-Sirafi. I was drawn to the strong female and queer representation in a time and place where this is uncommon.

This series was a rollercoaster, I went from hating it to loving it almost as much as I cycled between those feelings for every main character. It took me a long time to realize how masterful the writing was to be able to add such nuance to the characters, their flaws and virtues filling a vessel that is far more than …

Veniss underground (2005, Bantam Books) 5 stars

In his debut novel, literary alchemist Jeff VanderMeer takes us on an unforgettable journey, a …

Narration is World Class

5 stars

The stories are what you'd expect from VanderMeer. I enjoyed going back to beginning of his writing career after having already read the majority of his works. So many of the spores that colonize the other novels can be found growing and mutating within the grotesquely beautiful new weird landscape of Veniss.

Bronson Pinchot absolutely nailed their portion of the narration. He was fantastic in his parts for Ambergris and Area X, but this was next level. Just when I was feeling completely lost in the incomprehensibly weird atmospheres of Veniss, the narration allowed me to feel my way into an understanding that my logical mind just couldn't fit into.

I Want a Better Catastrophe (Paperback, 2023, New Society Publishers, Limited) 4 stars

An existential manual for tragic optimists, can-do pessimists, and compassionate doomers

With global heating projected …

Conflicted, but absolutely recommend

4 stars

This book seriously started out as a 1 star for me that almost found itself in the did not finish pile. I find many of my perspectives amd unserstanding of the climate science to align with the author, so why was this almost a flop for me and what changed it?

Well to start with what didn't work, it really comes down to my expectations. I was expecting a journalistic approach of here's how we're all fucked and the inventive ways some revolutionary thinkers have devised to make a different inspire of everything. What ended up being presented was a multi-year process of churning breakdowns and rediscoveries that color the overarching narrative with a grasping for logic where there is none and a generous helping of turning away from reason because it doesn't match their personal worldview. So many contradictions abound, I felt very unsympathetic. I'm not a lifelong activist; …

Friday Black (Paperback, Mariner Books) 4 stars

In the stories of Adjei-Brenyah’s debut, an amusement park lets players enter augmented reality to …

Enjoyed having read it, even if I didn't always enjoy reading it

4 stars

Some of the stories had a level of brutality that made me far more uncomfortable than the subject matter itself. At times it felt like it was shock value for the sake of it. My personal taste is having vulnerability and humanity be the force that shatters my heart, though it's good to be reminded of another facet of experience. Having finished, there are some parts of the stories that sank in deep and will stay with me. It is not a collection I will return to, nor would I heartily recommend it to the void, yet I am happy that I've read it.

reviewed Borne by Jeff VanderMeer

Borne (2017, MCD/Farrar, Straus and Giroux) 5 stars

In a ruined, nameless city of the future, a woman named Rachel, who makes her …

Haunting and Inspring

5 stars

Fantastic bit of worldbuilding and every bit as weird as I was hoping for. There is alot more fantastical elements to this story than Vandermeers previous books. This was a feature to me, while it may not be for others. Be warned though, this ride will be very pulpy and hard to stomach. The beauty is there, it just requires a greater toll.

Addon after completing the series, hopefully this helps someone know what they're getting into: I would say Borne is great as a standalone and doesn't need any of the other two books. Strange Bird adds a heart breaking and beautiful layer of nuance to the world and makes for a great Duology. Dead Astronauts does for me what Strange Bird did, while requiring a huge cognitive lift to really enjoy.

Dead Astronauts (Paperback, 2020, Picador) 5 stars

It's Good, But Caveats

5 stars

This book reaffirmed my suspicion that I enjoy abstract unimaginable prose to direct linear storytelling. If that's not something you're in for, we'll unfortunately you've made it this far in the Borne series.

I would say Borne is great as a standalone and doesn't need any of the other two books. Strange Bird adds a heart breaking and beautiful layer of nuance to the world and makes for a great Duology. Dead Astronauts does for me what Strange Bird did, yet I really can relate to why there are so many that this book didn't click for. I've never read something that required so much heavy lifting to really integrate and engage with, and that's with reading all three books back to back in a short period of time. The effort was well rewarded in my opinion, but I feel compelled to warn potential readers that enjoyment feels predicated on …

The Strange Bird: A Borne Story (2018, MCD x FSG Originals) 5 stars

Hauntingly Beautiful

5 stars

If you didn't like the one with plants, this one distills the beauty and horror into a streamlined experience. If you did like the plant, then here's more texture and perspective woven into the world for your enjoyment.

Addon after completing the series, hopefully this helps someone know what they're getting into: I would say Borne is great as a standalone and doesn't need any of the other two books. Strange Bird adds a heart breaking and beautiful layer of nuance to the world and makes for a great Duology. Dead Astronauts does for me what Strange Bird did, while requiring a huge cognitive lift to really enjoy.